Song lyrics

I don't want a drug to give me an escape,
I don't want to rush and try and feel again,
I don't need your opinion I'll get there on my own,
I don't want validation I'd rather be alone


other lyrics
how are we so complex
when all of our dreams are the same
tap into unconscious
and start it all over again,
what is this grand circle,
I keep falling back in a line,
fell down fifty more steps,
I'll get back up in my own time,

bridge/or chorus
we gotta work to work it up,
learn a little more this time around

the linings slowly fading,
into the last depths of my mind,
maybe this time I'll use,
the wisdom I'm trying to find,
the stars and holy scriptures,
cushion my faith from the last fall,
the risk of moving forward,
Is giving up on it all,

we gotta work to work it up
learn a little more this time around


Song
falling underneath a fathom of a shadow
shading me from the light that you emit
running away from feeling way to far from shallow
trying to hide rather than admit
torn from the current page I've been living in
placed onto another unfamiliar
crying over feelings that I can't seem win
knowing that you wont even consider

you don't know me now at all
clouding your mind
with undefined
you don't see my strength just where I fall
and I feel like I'm
wasting my time

tracing the lines that you draw day to day,
trying to find the safest route,
pacing in my head looking for the words to say,
when none of it comes into use